tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54878892011-11-27T16:45:57.214-08:00on the web at long lastdialogue to self about meds and life, i am HIV positive with Hep CMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comBlogger3251100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-84780715016665191872010-10-22T05:23:00.001-07:002010-10-22T05:24:18.945-07:00more to come today. sitting at work and not much happening with the phones so i have decided to get back on here and do some venting.Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-19777227353015394662010-10-22T05:22:00.000-07:002010-10-22T05:23:43.150-07:00hello there. i am back after about 2 years or so. i am still doing well. i have actually so much to write about i might get my fingers cramped up. i am married with 2 kids. both girls.Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-65808320729969704562008-01-21T17:01:00.000-08:002008-01-21T17:15:57.625-08:00hey i am back kind of soon for me lately. well i wanted to vent about my date this past weekend. it went very well. we were together for like 5 or so hours. we went to dinner. and then just went to a bar to get to know each other better. she is another miss j with the same first name as last miss j. that is all i am going to say about that. well then i went to drop her off and she asked Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-80589462258759731882008-01-17T10:52:00.001-08:002008-01-17T10:52:29.110-08:00u2 3d hereMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-12353100372733819372008-01-16T17:28:00.000-08:002008-01-16T17:53:47.253-08:00hello world i guess it has been some time since i was last on here. well i am back in school for one. i am in the grad. program at USF for a masters in library and information sciences. if i can cut it. my intellect has been in question as of late. only by me though. you know wondering if i have the brains to get through this class. let alone the whole program. we will see. we only meet 3 Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-35333701774378779922007-12-19T19:58:00.001-08:002007-12-19T20:11:13.117-08:00it is 6 days before xmas and i had a doctor visit today. so i thought i would report in.. also have some shit to get off my chest i guess. well my tcells are up to 400. only because i stayed on meds until i they took my blood. i can play thier games as well. only that this game is about my life. 2 people, staff members told me today that i wuz killing myself with this 1 week on and 1 Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-28613005703013390372007-12-14T19:00:00.000-08:002007-12-14T19:10:30.741-08:00hello world. how are things going for everyone out there.? i hope find the holidays are upon us. yippee. this makes my 5th xmas with out zoe. it kind of got to me last night. she passed on some of courage to me. last nite while at the bar, i was sitting there and some one said that magic had to be gay, due to the fact that it is impossible for hiv to be transmitted from woman to man. iMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-54769125172840983182007-11-28T18:23:00.000-08:002007-11-28T18:47:40.309-08:00well i am back. where to begin at. i went on the poz cruise and had a great time. did i find my next mate....well no not exactly. so it was a bomb in that regard. maybe i should have not put so much into it. that is why it took me so long to get back on here to report my findings. lol.like i said, i had a great time and intend on going next year, if my high reuinion is not that same Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-227791494724177272007-10-21T11:36:00.000-07:002007-10-21T11:43:39.632-07:00hello again world. well i am writing to you all today to say hello and that i am doing wonderful. i am one week away from a trip of a life time. i am scheduled to go on a cruise next sunday. my very first cruise. it is with a group of positive people across the nation. it is the 10th anniversary one and there is the largest group ever signed up to go. we set sail for cozumel, honduras, and Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-19502853673098186452007-09-18T18:08:00.000-07:002007-09-18T18:20:12.405-07:00so i am back. lets see where to begin at. well for starters it is only 40 days until the poz cruise. yippee. i am fired up about it. as for other events in my life, i am doing well. saw doctor last week on the 10th of sept. i am doing great. my complete CBC is in the normal range. my tcells were actually up to 382. with still being on the 1 week rotation. it has been over 4 years Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-21840386293020832132007-07-23T18:30:00.000-07:002007-07-23T18:37:16.896-07:00well it must be my monthly check in time here. missing my wife tonight and as of late. the more i am alone now, it does not make missing her any less. i do think about her daily, at some point. i wonder if that will remain in the years to come. i come across her pictures in the drawers still. no more tears, just pangs in my heart for her touch and smell and just to hold her again and Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-11319789289252738012007-06-25T18:00:00.000-07:002007-06-25T18:12:52.647-07:00hey i am back. meant to get on here sooner, just life goes on so fast these days. i went to see doc and told her finally that i am doing the 1 week on and 1 week off thing. it has been now 4 years of doing just that. she was none too happy. but my numbers are good. my viral load is undetectable, and tcells are at 342. about where they usually are with this method. i feel great and told Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-69461549041127214352007-05-30T17:53:00.000-07:002007-05-30T18:04:33.208-07:00as for my brother. well it was his last time in the hospital. he went in on a friday night. i think his MAC flared up again. well on sunday he was done with everything. i think he came to this conclusion that he was done on saturday while in there. he had his sisters fly into town for him. i was already there, but tension was high between him and zoe. i see now that they fought for my Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-71114866706594368072007-05-14T17:20:00.000-07:002007-05-14T19:16:22.420-07:00well more about me and zoe in the time i seroconverted. i remember her standing in the living room and pretty could tell by the look on my face when i got home that day. this was before the newer meds available now. i remember we just held each other. so you can image what i went through 3 weeks later during kevin's funeral. it was not the highest point i have been in in my life. but i did Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-79660568934730559282007-05-09T18:44:00.000-07:002007-05-09T19:10:40.075-07:00the year was 1991 and aids has not really gotten into my life just yet. it had only brushed my life with the passing of a librarian friend. it was in december that my brother and i got the idea to surprise the family down in florida for christmas. and beleive you me, they were surprised when we showed up on thier door step a couple of days before christmas. never forget the look on my Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-48197495701856708242007-05-07T18:03:00.000-07:002007-05-07T18:10:22.925-07:00wow time does fly when you are having fun. well since i last my transmission...what have i been up to....well last night i actually had a date. first one in 2 years, but no complaints here. she was not my type or i was not her type would be a better assessment of it. oohwell life does go on. i am doing well. feeling wonderful and even give blood this week on thursday. so i will have a Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-10596130878783541542007-03-05T17:54:00.000-08:002007-03-05T18:03:26.929-08:00hey there world. again another monday night and i went to the doctor today. got an excellent report. my tcells went up to 359, from 329, i think. also my viral load is undetectable, still. like that. i am still doing the 1 week on/1 week off. i did not tell doc that today. she was like what ever you are doing, keep doing it. i feel great and look great. lol. my platelets are up to Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-53530785512323243072007-02-26T14:37:00.001-08:002007-02-26T14:45:46.323-08:00well it is monday night and i am doing alright. one more week to see the doctor and then i am off to the keys for a long 3 day holiday. my roomie and me are off to join some of my friends down there already. i am doing alright. i had lunch today with my cousin bryan. he was down here to get some things out of his mother's house. she died last august and she had a 2nd home in ft. myers. so Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-26194025106333728352007-02-26T14:37:00.000-08:002007-02-26T14:45:44.476-08:00well it is monday night and i am doing alright. one more week to see the doctor and then i am off to the keys for a long 3 day holiday. my roomie and me are off to join some of my friends down there already. i am doing alright. i had lunch today with my cousin bryan. he was down here to get some things out of his mother's house. she died last august and she had a 2nd home in ft. myers. so Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1169309365179556292007-01-20T08:08:00.000-08:002007-01-20T08:09:25.193-08:00 me before the World AIDS Day dinner Dec. 1, 2006.Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1169309039988339212007-01-20T07:55:00.000-08:002007-01-20T08:04:00.003-08:00it seems that i keep coming back to the blog after a 2 month hiatus. not much happening to report on here. still going to the gym. still taking my meds. saw doc in november and i think i gave a report at that time. went through the holidays, they were ok. my bday seems to be harder on me, than the holidays. in the area of missing zoe. i turned 42 last sunday. dont feel another year Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1164141125407740802006-11-21T12:19:00.000-08:002006-11-21T12:32:05.573-08:00so it has been about 3 months since i have been here. man time flies when you are having fun. well since august i have been doing nothing really special. been working as usual. also still going to the gym about 3 times a week. i also just started to work for the mote aquairium. they finally got a patient in the hospital this past week, so i was there for the first time last night. i was on Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1156380241223630342006-08-23T17:38:00.000-07:002006-08-23T17:44:01.236-07:00wow did not realize that i have been off of here for so long. i am doing well. hope all is well with you. i went to see doc today and thought i would report in. all my CBC is in the normal range. can you believe it... my liver is doing great ast and alt both in great range. and my tcells went up like 100 points. i am still doing the 1 week on...and 1 week off with hiv therapy, but i Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1154301334200716792006-07-30T16:10:00.000-07:002006-07-30T16:15:34.213-07:00hello again. i am just checking in. not much new here. been spending my weekends at the beach during the day and then on sunday i go to the drum circle. love is rough. lol.give blood this week and then see doc later in august. this being july 30. i got tickets to see dave real soon. it is a week from this wednesday. staying at the holiday inn on the fairground grounds. we can walk to Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1152145305912549482006-07-05T17:12:00.000-07:002006-07-05T17:21:45.993-07:00well hello world. today being the day after the 4th of july it got me thinking of how terrible things are still in washington. the wrong president is in charge the house of reps, like the daily show says, is full of assholes. they again decided that the poor people of this nation needed a pay raise in the minimum wage. nooooo...but they were kind enough to give themselves a raise. how Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1151375795521413192006-06-26T19:30:00.000-07:002006-06-26T19:36:35.533-07:00i know i was just on here, somewhat. i wanted to say how sick and tired i am of congress....maybe this will get me some press....lolthe country is in a stupor about congress. the house of reps is not even close to being with the pulse of the country.. i am a poli sci major and hate how things are going in washington. especially with the idiot pres in office now. We need a wake up Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1150765054947046892006-06-19T17:52:00.000-07:002006-06-19T17:57:34.960-07:00hello again. well i am well and doing well. not much to report. i went to louisyville and back. got back last sunday afternoon. me and my niece had a marvelous time. we did a lot of nice things while we were in town. saw some old friends. and that was nice. she made some new friends. so now i am just waiting for one more trip with a kid to lousyville. that will be in 08. my Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1149281479460385162006-06-02T13:44:00.000-07:002006-06-02T13:51:19.523-07:00hello world....well how goes it.??? i am fine. would be in lousyville right now, just had something happen at the airport yesterday and it delayed my trip. i will be leaving on sunday this weekend and will be traveling alone. so this way i am able to make it to the mote marine aquarium class for animal handling. i can now volunteer with the animals at the aquarium. they are a world reknownedMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1148345670459489492006-05-22T17:50:00.000-07:002006-05-22T17:54:30.470-07:00well last week was no big deal. at all. joke was on me. i put up with them all week long and then they blew it on friday nite. i had to ask them to leave on friday nite. i kicked them out. yes for health reasons. well besides having nothing left in the bank, i am still ok by myself. i had a young lady who told me today she would be happy to have dinner with me. so i am back in the gameMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1147310099743832612006-05-10T18:10:00.000-07:002006-05-10T18:14:59.753-07:00well a quick note to say hello. i gave blood last week and then again on monday for my lactic acidosis levels. i feel fine and am doing well. the biggest news i have is that i have this young lady coming to visit me this weekend. yippee. i am quite excited. she will be here for 10 days. keep your fingers crossed for me. i think we will be fine and really look forward to seeing her. iMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1146709099745959792006-05-03T19:09:00.000-07:002006-05-03T19:18:19.783-07:00well i am back. i gave blood today and realized i have not been on here for some timebefore i go further, i would like everyone to drop what they are doing now...even if that means logging off this website...well do it and rush out and buy the new CD from Blue October...if you do not own it yet...you need to.well i am fine...been doing my rehab shit...going to the beach and watching the sunset...Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1145233863209756842006-04-16T17:25:00.000-07:002006-04-16T17:31:03.220-07:00well happy easter to all. not much happening here. went to my personal church today. called seista key beach. i go for 2 or 3 hours of meditation. at my church you actually get to see angels. with no wings though. they are angels that is for sure. lol. i went there today and yesterday for some time. i did not do much this weekend. went to see friends in st. pete on friday. other Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1144124880211999112006-04-03T21:22:00.000-07:002006-04-03T21:28:00.226-07:00go gators...is this gator color????? go gators.....we won the 2006 ncaa basketball championship...in case you missed it...they brought it home for me in florida....next year it mite be uofl VS. uofflorida....lolrickey p for the win next year.....nice win for the gators...for me down here....it was wild in the local bars down here....met some nice folks....but we still won ....go gators....Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1143590896929168452006-03-28T16:04:00.000-08:002006-03-28T16:08:16.943-08:00back with a quick update. not much to report really....just that i am going back to asheville this weekend to help with moving some more stuff back and forth. hoping to get on the town friday or sat nite. ought to be fun. weather here is really nice. we have had like 30 days now with no rain at least in tampa. the days are cloudless, nice way to spend march and february. feelin ok. zoe Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1143424063180944772006-03-26T17:42:00.000-08:002006-03-26T17:47:43.196-08:00go gators. thought i would honor the gators with the blue color. not much happening today...or this weekend. been doing well at work. yesterday i went to the mote aquarium down here in sarasota. i am thinking about volunteering for them. that would be way cool. i got an application and i am going to mail it tomorrow. they rehab injured turtles and dolphins and other sick or hurt marineMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1142554266335895342006-03-16T16:04:00.000-08:002006-03-16T16:11:06.346-08:00hello world. well about my doctor visit. i know i should have been on here before. but here goes. my tcells only went up like20 points. but again i think this might be due to the 1 week on and 1 week off. which brings me to a point i would like to share. there was this huge trial to look at taking a treatment interruption like i am doing. well in january of this year it was called off Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1141596020635540142006-03-05T13:53:00.000-08:002006-03-05T14:00:20.646-08:00it has been some time since i have been on here. so i am back. let's see i have been to asheville, nc and about killed myself snowboarding. lol. it was fun...but damn it hurt as well. i was on the bunny slope most of the nite until i went up the hill for 1 run down before ending my short career snowboarding. i fell like 3 times and then decided to carry my board down. i thought i might Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1139610201707257832006-02-10T14:13:00.000-08:002006-02-10T14:23:30.816-08:00Hello world. i am back...i had no internet for about 2 weeks....ugh....i moved down to sarasota and it took some time to get my line up and running. i have no cable still and just today i got the internet. almost like camping with a condo. i got a condo down in sarasota, like i mentioned. it is about 2 miles straight out to seista key. it will be nice down here. also out my back door is the pool Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1138056595747265052006-01-23T14:43:00.000-08:002006-01-23T14:49:55.760-08:00http://www.myspace.com/captcosmosthat is my site on myspace.com. i just opened up an account there. highly recommend it. i think. not much is new. i am moving down to sarasota this weekend. i guess you could say that is new. i can not wait. i have a pool out my back door like 15 steps away. i am moving into you could say an ant farm. it is a complex and i have one of the condo unit. i Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1137018102944816612006-01-11T14:16:00.000-08:002006-01-11T14:21:42.956-08:00well i am doing well....even after the cardinals lost the gator game. lol. i had fun. what an atmostphere to be in....if you like college football. it was like a pep rally all weekend long. saw some old friends from the north and it was good.not much else is happening here.. it has warmed up a little. it is about 82 degrees today. luv this weather for january. i am turning 41 this Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1135648404204508762005-12-26T17:47:00.000-08:002005-12-26T17:53:24.216-08:00hello world. again it has been about 2 weeks since i have been on here.. well i had a good xmas...got some cards in the mail this year and got some back as well. it was nice to hear from my peps up north. went to pasco county to see mum and sis and nieces for the day. sis down here was up in asheville so i was running the office...or should say i have been running the office. i was busy Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1134516190748276012005-12-13T15:05:00.000-08:002005-12-13T15:23:10.793-08:00i had not realized i have been away for about a month now. not good. i will try to do more in the future....i am doing well. working hard. i will be working a lot over the upcoming xmas break. boss and sis are out of town so i will be in charge...shortly. that is. i have seen my doctor in the mean time. my tcells went up to 276 from like 201. so they did not go up too far. or as far as Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1132272307430750732005-11-17T15:59:00.000-08:002005-11-17T16:05:07.446-08:00hullo world. well i have been to lousyville and back. and it went real well. i had a great time. went to the track...churchill that is. then on the same day went to see the cardinals play. life does not get any better. i even cashed in an box exacta ticket...yippee. first time for that. it was nice to see some old friends...and of course...there was not time to see everyone that i hadMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1131412551476723542005-11-07T17:07:00.000-08:002005-11-07T17:15:51.486-08:00hello world. well lets see where was i last time i was on here....i have been to treasure island and met some nice people but no special lady friend. oohwelll......i am then going to lousyville this week. it is zoe's anniversary. she has now been gone for 2 years. seems like yesterday... i read my blog and it helps me see that i was aware of the situation when it was happening. i am Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1129684081871118682005-10-18T18:00:00.000-07:002005-10-18T18:08:01.876-07:00hello, been a little bit since i have been on here. not much is new. i am sitting here watching the show and series cosmos...my favorite series. my dad and i would watch this and compare notes on it the next day. they have remastered it for the digital age. and did you know that carl sagan was a pot head. just something i thought i would share. i am not doing much. waiting for yet Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1128888750169884802005-10-09T13:02:00.000-07:002005-10-09T13:12:33.633-07:00hello world. checking in from sunday afternoon, spent watching the bucs lose thier first game of the year. i am not too bad. my older sis was in town visiting this weekend. we had a wild time to say the least. went to ladies nite on thursday and then down into sarasota on friday nite. stayed home on sat. nite. i am feeling some what well. i have restarted the meds, again. i may have Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1127771566708807952005-09-26T14:46:00.000-07:002005-09-26T14:52:46.716-07:00happy monday to all. well it was a shitty weekend for football. at least on cardinal planet. it was a quite shitty that they did not even show up to play. they did not take south fl. serious. it was ugly.well my new cheeks have gone down a little bit. it is still better than where i was. so i am looking forward to getting the other treatments. just wished you did not have to wait 6 Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1127430828857383622005-09-22T16:02:00.000-07:002005-09-22T16:13:48.863-07:00well i am back. i am sitting here getting ready for another thurday nite ladies nite at the distillery. i did see the doctor yesterday. my tcells only went up like 22 points. they are now at 223, but my viral load went undetectable and that is only after3 weeks of being back on treatment. i saw a different doc yesterday. what is that like 3 docs in 3 months. not good. but yesterday thisMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1127057464015439142005-09-18T08:20:00.001-07:002005-09-18T08:31:04.503-07:00well i am back. been some time since i was on here. where to begin at. last week i was up in asheville, NC. helping my sis and bro in law move. they are moving up there for good next june. after the school year. i had a good time up there. ought to be a nice town for them. i look forward to visiting them there. lots of stuff to do. i went out for about 3 hours in the blue ridge Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1127057457732316812005-09-18T08:20:00.000-07:002005-09-18T08:31:01.016-07:00well i am back. been some time since i was on here. where to begin at. last week i was up in asheville, NC. helping my sis and bro in law move. they are moving up there for good next june. after the school year. i had a good time up there. ought to be a nice town for them. i look forward to visiting them there. lots of stuff to do. i went out for about 3 hours in the blue ridge Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1125246121573777212005-08-28T09:13:00.000-07:002005-08-28T09:22:01.580-07:00well not much happening here. i wanted to let you all know that i am doing better. i am like they say, getting stronger with each passing day. for some reason or another, i was kinda blue last week. not sure why. besides i hate the month of august. i got sick in august of 94. so this month always has sucked. as for other news. well i have been on the yahoo singles, off and on since Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1125031949171188952005-08-25T21:46:00.000-07:002005-08-25T21:52:29.176-07:00well i am back for another hurricane weekend. lol. i am doing not too bad. looking for some body who likes nascar and fatness. lol. my new little saying is pww. for pasty white women. pww. i know i am going to hell already. i say to myself in my head, another PWW. or NCWW. and that is nascar, christian, white woman. so i dont like those either. NCWW. when will i learn. other Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1124154257428456322005-08-15T18:02:00.000-07:002005-08-15T18:04:17.440-07:00well hello world. i am off to the keys this weekend. yippeee.. things are not too bad. i am going down with the group that i went with to new orleans, so maybe keep your fingers crossed. i picked up some scuba gear this weekend, so i am going to be doing some diving, at least some snorkeling this weekend. not much else is happening. we are slow at work...but life is good. peace and loveMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1123822011640358042005-08-11T21:41:00.000-07:002005-08-11T21:46:51.646-07:00another thursday nite @ the club. i am sweating like i am in heat. nice dance nite. and i shot pool, not soo bad. i made it home by 1230am and ready for another day of selling roofs. i am off to the keys next week. i can not wait. i think, that 1 could lose themselves at the keys, at least that is what i hear.....first timer for me. me and bryan went down to key largo in 1991, but we Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1123554583377855362005-08-08T19:23:00.000-07:002005-08-08T19:29:43.386-07:00well i started this blog with the news that i was going to be on structured treatment interuption. well today marks the day that i am going to start taking drugs full time. that is my hiv drugs. starting with a new 1 today and there was no bad side effects, so far. i made it through the day. and not much else has changed. i am still working out at the gym...still eating dinner alone at Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1122687301267129102005-07-29T18:23:00.000-07:002005-07-29T18:35:01.276-07:00well the capt has been found. i am doing alright. sorry i have not been on here for a very long time. i am currently staying at my sisters house and watching my niece. she is about to turn 18 in 2 weeks. so she don't need much watching. lol. her friends on the other hand....lol....my counts as of late. well here they are on july 2 i gave blood, i think or that was the last time on the Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1120870895958678922005-07-08T17:54:00.000-07:002005-07-08T18:01:35.963-07:00well it has been way too long since i have been on here. here is an update from the road. i just got back this past wednesday night from louisville. i took my niece there for her graduating high school. she graduated a year early due to her smartness. we had a good time. it is always good to be in louisville. did not get to see several people. there is just not enough time. i might beMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1119564112231240152005-06-23T14:57:00.000-07:002005-06-23T15:01:52.236-07:00well it has been like 2 weeks since i have been on here. not much is happening. i see doc next week on the 28th, still off meds...will see what she says next week. then i am off to lousyville next thursday to get my shit out of storage finally. i am taking my niece up there with me. we will have a great time. and see some of the fine folks that are still living there. it is the rainy seasonMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1118514093636004012005-06-11T11:12:00.000-07:002005-06-11T11:21:33.643-07:00i did not realize i have been off of here for about 2 weeks now. well not much to report on down here. i almost went back on therapy this week. but changed my mind to until i see my regular doctor. she has me giving blood this month and then seeing her next month, late. i got into the home delivery of meds for persons like me on disability. and they delivered them last night out of the Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1117589947749153782005-05-31T18:34:00.000-07:002005-05-31T18:39:07.756-07:00hey i am back from new orleans again. had a wonderful time and met some wonderful people. i hope to be life long friends of these people. they were really nice and it was another thing to be in company of people who are going through the same thing as me. i am so used to being the token hetero in a group setting. to be in a setting where everyone was positive and hetero. it was just Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1117067965380483752005-05-25T17:36:00.000-07:002005-05-25T17:39:25.386-07:00night before new orleans again. i hope i behave myself. i am sure i will. i will be in mixed company, so i think i know how to handle myself. i am really looking forward to it. going to the art musuem first tomorrw. i get in too early to get into my room. i get in like 730am, but this is only at the airport. anyway not too much else happening.i think 1 ho is mad at me or so. i sent Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1116896826218641132005-05-23T18:03:00.000-07:002005-05-23T18:07:06.226-07:00today i am writing with out the splint on my finger and it does not hurt that bad. real quick note to say or tell everyone that i got some blood work back tonite at my counselor appt. the geno type testing on my virus showed that my virus is still reactive to all types of meds on the market. i have been off therapy now since last october, 2004. and now it is may, or the bloodwork as dated Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1116551786537074482005-05-19T18:12:00.000-07:002005-05-19T18:16:26.543-07:00me again. i am not getting ready to go out for ladies nite. so it must be thursday the 19th. next week i am off to see the hiv doc as well as the hand doc. hopefully i can take my splint. then i am going to new orleans again. this time for a 5 day weekend. lol.. love it. i am not doing too bad. had some shingle leads this week, but no one signed. so oohwelll. the weather down here Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1115861627084826572005-05-11T18:26:00.000-07:002005-05-11T18:33:47.090-07:001 week has past since my last post on here. what has been happening. well tomorrow nite i get to read my poem for zoe out loud to a group that is gathering for an AIDS poetry slam. i am kinda excited about it. will be interesting. my first open discussion down here about the A subject. i will let you all know how it goes.as for me. well i still miss my girl. with the poem and all she hasMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1115244881993169692005-05-04T15:12:00.000-07:002005-05-04T15:14:42.000-07:00i went to the doctor aboutmy voice, was hoping that it was not due to thrush or something. well it was a new doc, at least to me he was. and he took some blood and even did a genotype test on me. will let you all know what it comes back as. he was concerned that i was not on meds right now. he said i should be back on them within a month, if not sooner. well be good to each other. peace. revMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1115243190743838632005-05-04T14:44:00.000-07:002005-05-04T14:46:30.750-07:00still me. i am watching u2 concert from slane castle. so i need to get myself out of this stuck in a moment period. i am definelty going to watch my drinking when i go back to new orleans. i even got on 2 different stages to dance for the crowd. there was not a man in the place that could touch my moves. lol. well i am off again. much peace and love to all out there. rev. miquel.p.s. Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1115243074655733192005-05-04T14:38:00.000-07:002005-05-04T14:44:34.686-07:00made it back from new orleans. but my voice didn't. lol. you know that is a major sign of me having a good time. when i lose my voice. so i am not working much this week. trying to get it back. then when you do talk people ask me what? all the time. so i have to repeat myself. well about the trip. we had a great time. saw dave matthews band in the rain again. have not seen dave with Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1114571945665282482005-04-26T20:16:00.000-07:002005-04-26T20:19:05.666-07:00dear miss 1 HO. please marry me. maybe 1 day???????? please ..? soon to be the owner of a growing roofing biz in west central florida......miquel gomezMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1114571729395686832005-04-26T20:12:00.000-07:002005-04-26T20:15:29.396-07:00i've watched the children come and go....and byi will try to sing a happy song, i will to make a happy game to play...come and tell me what it is like to go outside,.... i have never been and i am not supposed like thiss.....but it is okaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyrev.vern.Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1114470092274963052005-04-25T15:57:00.000-07:002005-04-25T16:01:32.276-07:00well hello world. i am back with broken small finger and all. i am having to put the splint on after i shower. makes life interesting to say the least. trying not to use it much. lol. it has been little under 1 week and i have to keep it on for 4 weeks. ugh. the penalty for playing hard. i did recently get a new pc desk and also kitchen table. they both kinda match by being with glass Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1114217525859984812005-04-22T17:46:00.000-07:002005-04-22T17:52:05.866-07:00well hello all. this week i saw my doctor and she told me that if and when we restart therapy it will be some totally different. so we will see. i hate to think of getting back on that chemo train with drugs. anyway also this week i got my finger x-rayed and sure enough it is broken. i have this splint that i wear all day and nite. supposed to be on for like 4 fuckin weeks. ugh. no one at Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1113886908324681422005-04-18T21:57:00.000-07:002005-04-18T22:01:48.326-07:00tonite i saw green day with my niece. we had a great time and she met some hot boyz. lol. we had a good time over all. she even did sum crowd surfing, much to my shagrine. but we both survive. and then i got home and was able to open the line of comm. to miss 1 ho. i am so happy about that. i really fucked thangs up last week. i did.....enuf said. feeling that we can get thru this. Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1113363698074669622005-04-12T20:39:00.000-07:002005-04-12T20:41:38.073-07:00went down to catch the sunset tonite. it was the first time this season to see it once the clock has been set back. so now i have time to come and have some dinner and then go to the beach. tonite it went behind some clouds on the far horizon. of course. then went into the office for about 2 hours or so. lots and lots of paperwork. buried in it. well love to all. miquel gomezMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1113344652495803612005-04-12T15:18:00.000-07:002005-04-12T15:24:12.496-07:00well hello world. not much more happening here. 1 ho came and went. it was a rocky end to a wonderful week. it was just kinda hectic to say the least. we enjoyed each others' company. but nothing happening, romantically there. i did get interviewed for a POZ article, but i mite end up on the editing floor. we will see about that. i sent the reporter a link to my blog, maybe i can still Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1112913190546630292005-04-07T15:27:00.000-07:002005-04-07T15:33:10.546-07:00well where to begin with. i have been off of here for some time. i am doing well. i am working hard. and the big news, well let me see. my friend 1 ho came in town. she is actually still here. yippee. i will finally have a lady to take to lady nights on thursday night. if i can talk her into going. then i am off to new orleans this month for the jazz fest. and dave mathews will be Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1111350851618762912005-03-20T12:29:00.000-08:002005-03-20T12:34:11.620-08:00well hello world. i am sitting here on sunday afternoon getting ready to go and watch the cards play bball. love this time of year. and i can only hope that cards win today. that would be nice. nice weather down here. sunshine and about 75 degrees. love it. i did not do much this weekend. stayed home sat. nite and watched bball all day. i did go out friday nite and shot some pool. stillMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1110244587713694652005-03-07T17:11:00.000-08:002005-03-07T17:16:27.716-08:00well here i am again. i had not too bad of a weekend. went out and drank friday nite and then i stayed home saturday nite, but went to the drum circle on sunday nite. not much else is going on. i highly recommend that everyone go out to dinner by themselves. and go to a busy place, like the outback. like i did this past friday nite. i had a good meal and of course i am used to be alone. soMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1109904119701869792005-03-03T18:33:00.000-08:002005-03-03T18:41:59.703-08:00well it has been some time since i have been on here. sorry fans. i have been doing good. not great, but good. this month is or was zoe's bday month. she would have been 37 on the 19th. i will put some flowers into the ocean for her. i need to send some cash up north for some flowers on her grave. i need to def. do that. i miss her still but the tears are less often. i cried or startedMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1109124627939471082005-02-22T18:01:00.000-08:002005-02-22T18:10:27.943-08:00i am back. i am getting better and better, or should i say stronger and stronger with each passing day. i still miss my wife. but for that matter i miss the touch of her skin. i almost crave human touch. not so human, but woman touch. their scent and their taste. to be in that atomosphere again. i walk by women out or so, and take in their scent. i am doomed. but i am getting stronger. Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1108522672507391062005-02-15T18:55:00.001-08:002005-02-15T18:57:52.560-08:001 more thing i hate today. people that do not compromise. when people upset you, or hurt you, you should get over it at some point. unless the offense is like they killed your mother/dad or they have cut off your arm or leg. they upset you or hurt you in the past. that is why it is called the past. it happened in the past, now get over it. again i remain humbly, the rev. vernon.Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1108522665516442722005-02-15T18:55:00.000-08:002005-02-15T18:57:45.516-08:001 more thing i hate today. people that do not compromise. when people upset you, or hurt you, you should get over it at some point. unless the offense is like they killed your mother/dad or they have cut off your arm or leg. they upset you or hurt you in the past. that is why it is called the past. it happened in the past, now get over it. again i remain humbly, the rev. vernon.Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1108518902913192612005-02-15T17:51:00.000-08:002005-02-15T17:55:02.916-08:00well here i sit in my underwear drinking beer and watching ncaa basketball. it truly is the demise of the american way. today on the news i heard that the FDA is going to be instituting a drug safety committee. is that an oxymoron or is it me? then the other highlight of tonight's visit from dan is that there are golf carts being made to look like real cars. and they cost in to the 20,000's Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1108348647405293482005-02-13T18:30:00.000-08:002005-02-13T18:37:27.406-08:00well i am back for now. it has been 2 weeks since my last confession. no i am sorry i am not talking to a priest. silly me. life has been going on. no women in scene yet. and i am working a lot. i selling about 2 or 3 roofs a week. and that is sweet money. i am also on the road a lot getting permits for the roofs. i just got done with flag football and now trying to get onto a softball Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1107399258041266982005-02-02T18:48:00.000-08:002005-02-02T18:54:18.040-08:00back from louisville. and it was a good trip. got to see zoe's stone at least 3 days while i was there. that is a big comfort for me. and me a one ho had a great time together. it was hard to leave her. but i had to get back to work and sell some more roofs this week. which i have been doing. today i was 2 out of 3 in sales. meaning 2 went my way. tomorrow i have 3 more appointments. Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1106888751561429322005-01-27T21:04:00.000-08:002005-01-27T21:05:51.560-08:00well i made it to lousyville. and i am having so much fun. but it is bitter fuckin cold here. i need some palm trees now. lol. no time to do much except have some fun. flight in wuz even early. how good is that. well gtg. p/l to all. rev. vernon.
Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1106795130003103442005-01-26T19:01:00.000-08:002005-01-26T19:05:40.446-08:00ok im back for a little bit. been driving miss ho wild. she can not wait until i get into town, me as well. hoping that it is a drier trip this time. maybe. i am looking forward to seeing the old stomping grounds again. again i will enter the city as a victorious king. that i am. lol. well i played my last football game tonite. i am now looking forward to softball in 2 weeks. they are doing a 7 Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1106448919144682122005-01-22T18:51:00.000-08:002005-01-22T18:55:19.146-08:00me again. i have been doing the american singles.com website. to no avail. i met 1 lady and 2 days later she gave me a dear john letter by email. what a laugh. after being on the internet for like 20 years or longer, being with the university and all. then there is this 1 hot senorita that put my messages on auto reject. that felt good. out of 90 emails i sent out. i have gotten like 3Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1106447961953912582005-01-22T18:22:00.000-08:002005-01-22T18:39:21.953-08:00well it has been some time since i made an effort to log in here. sorry about that. i am doing much better, mentally that is. at least. i gave blood this week and that has been since october 26, 04. i have been off meds for that long as well. no HIV drugs that is. i curious to see what the results produce this week. i am also off to lousyville this week. flyin up for a 4 day weekend.Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1105741035855702672005-01-14T14:10:00.000-08:002005-01-14T14:17:15.856-08:00well it is my big ole bday today. i am 40 today. and it was a doozy. i could not get zoe off my mind today. it was harder than xmas for some reason. she always went out of her way for my bday. no matter how poor we were. well then i am off to shellys house for the party. got my jaggermiester. so it will be a good evening. lol. i am also going into dunedin tomorrow for an art show. a Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1105681286853668532005-01-13T21:40:00.000-08:002005-01-13T21:41:26.853-08:001 beautiful word..... prenuptials.....1 ho.....get that message....lol....
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Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1105675865508992922005-01-13T20:05:00.000-08:002005-01-13T20:11:05.506-08:00WELL ME AGAIN. w/out shouting now. i will be 40 in less than an hour...ugh...!!!!!!!!!! but i had an awesome day in the roofing biz. 1 day mite have to tell about it. i am still doing alrite. missing my zoester. even as the bday fast slams down on me. ugh and lol. did not share with any one 2nite about my bday tomorrow. did get some jaiger for it. not even sure how to spell it. mite Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1105675498337941242005-01-13T20:00:00.002-08:002005-01-13T20:04:58.336-08:00yyyoooooooo 1 ho!!!!!! ya listening???? go 2 www.americansingles.com and put in zip code of 34205 and c if i cum up!!! hope ya like the pics. lol. 1 shout out to 1 hoooooooooo!!! c-ya. peace and love to all on this eve of my 40st bday. goddamn. can i say that. 40st. ask my bro in law if i have to have a prostate test from now on annually. he told me only if i am lucky to have a nice Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1105675495376551002005-01-13T20:00:00.001-08:002005-01-13T20:04:55.376-08:00yyyoooooooo 1 ho!!!!!! ya listening???? go 2 www.americansingles.com and put in zip code of 34205 and c if i cum up!!! hope ya like the pics. lol. 1 shout out to 1 hoooooooooo!!! c-ya. peace and love to all on this eve of my 40st bday. goddamn. can i say that. 40st. ask my bro in law if i have to have a prostate test from now on annually. he told me only if i am lucky to have a nice Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1105675487464451562005-01-13T20:00:00.000-08:002005-01-13T20:04:47.466-08:00yyyoooooooo 1 ho!!!!!! ya listening???? go 2 www.americansingles.com and put in zip code of 34205 and c if i cum up!!! hope ya like the pics. lol. 1 shout out to 1 hoooooooooo!!! c-ya. peace and love to all on this eve of my 40st bday. goddamn. can i say that. 40st. ask my bro in law if i have to have a prostate test from now on annually. he told me only if i am lucky to have a nice Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1105300016312004932005-01-09T11:44:00.000-08:002005-01-09T11:46:56.313-08:00hello world. i have had pc problems over the holidays. but i got that fixed finally. and wanted to say hello. needed to say hello. well i survived another holiday period without zoe. it was better. i guess. there were ups and downs like we all have. but my heart is slowing mending. slowly. i am glad 04 is over with. now for 05. i turn 40 on the 14th. so look out world. almost Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1103248556817328562004-12-16T17:49:00.000-08:002004-12-16T17:55:56.816-08:00for some reason or so, i have grown bored with this concept. not really, just tired of bitching. home alone again for the 2000ths time. what else is new. last night i probably had the worse nite of flag football that i will ever live through. i was beaten, not once, not twice, but 3 times for a TD. it sucked. i am hoping to do better next week. this was the week that i said no one will Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1102642067190567942004-12-09T17:22:00.000-08:002004-12-09T17:27:47.190-08:00well it has been 4 days since checking in. and last time i do not think that i mentioned that it is now official. i have my florida license plate. got in world aids day, dec 1. mine of course ran out in november from KY. i can now take my own plate and hang it on the wall.
i will no doubt be staying in florida. it is the best option for me right now. i feel. miss j, in case you are Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1102258961523920182004-12-05T06:56:00.001-08:002004-12-05T07:02:41.523-08:00hello folks. nice sunday morning down south here. not much happening today. i am off to church, yes church. did you hear the thunder ??? i am off to church due to the fact that they are having a memorial service for persons lost to AIDS. due to the world AIDS day this week. i am also going to pray for myself. and to give me strength to go on. i am alright today. just a little lonely, asMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1102258958119249142004-12-05T06:56:00.000-08:002004-12-05T07:02:38.120-08:00hello folks. nice sunday morning down south here. not much happening today. i am off to church, yes church. did you hear the thunder ??? i am off to church due to the fact that they are having a memorial service for persons lost to AIDS. due to the world AIDS day this week. i am also going to pray for myself. and to give me strength to go on. i am alright today. just a little lonely, asMichaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5487889.post-1101669133063031222004-11-28T11:08:00.000-08:002004-11-28T11:12:13.070-08:00well today is sunday and that means a drum circle on seista key. i will be leaving here in about 2 hours. not much else is happening. not sure if i mentioned this last time or not. but i have been taken off hiv drugs due to the buildup of lactic acid in my blood. it can be fatal, but we caught it in time now. so i am off drugs for 6 months or until my blood dictates it time to get back Michaelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12146897219816871052noreply@blogger.com