dialogue to self about meds and life, i am HIV positive with Hep C

Thursday, November 17, 2005

hullo world. well i have been to lousyville and back. and it went real well. i had a great time. went to the track...churchill that is. then on the same day went to see the cardinals play. life does not get any better. i even cashed in an box exacta ticket...yippee. first time for that. it was nice to see some old friends...and of course...there was not time to see everyone that i had planned... maybe next time.. which should be next summer. i have a niece that is graduating high school and will be taking her up for a visit. i think.

well again i also saw U2 last nite. i must be living right or something. it was an awesome show as only U2 can do. it was a blast. they even played a song that me and zoe danced to at our wedding..."For the first time".. it brought tears to my eyes. i had her on my mind a lot also. the last time i saw U2 was with her. so now i am having to see shows with out her. just one more thang to go through with out her. and it has been 2 years now. i was able to take come flowers out to her when i was there in lousyville. it was nice, at least therapuetic. i do miss her so.

but i am doing alright over all. not much else is happening. after U2 last nite i have nothing on the agenda for the foreseeable future. just hang out and work. try to save some money for sure.


well peace and love to all. capt.

Monday, November 07, 2005

hello world. well lets see where was i last time i was on here....i have been to treasure island and met some nice people but no special lady friend. oohwelll......i am then going to lousyville this week. it is zoe's anniversary. she has now been gone for 2 years. seems like yesterday... i read my blog and it helps me see that i was aware of the situation when it was happening. i am going to paid her a visit on sunday. her actual date. also a very close friend of mine is turning 40 up there in corydon. so she is having a big old party.... yipppeee.


i gave blood on halloween...it seemed only like the thing to do. i also went as a devil in blue dress for halloween. i was kinda of drag. just no tittys. i did not go that far...i did paint my face red....

some liked it. it took about 2 days it to wear all the way off.


i have had no more cheek injections since my first time. i am going to get it done again i think later this month.

i will at least check in to tell you all my blood count. i think i do not see any doctors until next month. they usually give me counts then. i know my hep c is gone for good. i am also on a lot of vitamins and other pharma products from the healthy PWA meetings. they have been nice meetings. you get to see others and then also the nutrional stuff they give us.


also U2 is in about 2 weeks. less then that really. i week from wednesday. i am going out tomorrow to see if i can win some from a radio station down here....be there


well, i am rambling on....not much to report. much peace and love to all. captcosmos