hello again. i am just checking in. not much new here. been spending my weekends at the beach during the day and then on sunday i go to the drum circle. love is rough. lol.


give blood this week and then see doc later in august. this being july 30. i got tickets to see dave real soon. it is a week from this wednesday. staying at the holiday inn on the fairground grounds. we can walk to the concert. should be fabulous.

then in september RENT is coming to town. i got tickets for opening night and then i am planning on seeing it again that friday night. get those $20 tickets for that night.

i also got tickets to sheryl crow. i have never seen her, so that should be a good show. that is not until october.

i am feeling well. i have the healthy pwa mtg this week. always look forward to that.

mum and papa frank spent the nite last nite. i survived. lol.

i am off to make some sales this week. it is going to be a great week. waiting for the north territory to open up. it should be a killing for me.

well much love and peace to all. rev. cosmos.

well hello world. today being the day after the 4th of july it got me thinking of how terrible things are still in washington. the wrong president is in charge the house of reps, like the daily show says, is full of assholes. they again decided that the poor people of this nation needed a pay raise in the minimum wage. nooooo...but they were kind enough to give themselves a raise. how can we as american people let them get away with this...!!!! to this day most americans are so much into their gucci bag, they simply do not give a shit anymore. we are a nation of zombies...and i am one of them. ugh

well on other news...i went and saw blue october this past sunday nite. had a good time. among other things that came up. love the band.. and now have seen them twice.


i am going to let all of those who may read this site about my work out details. some people have asked me if i am doing steriods. no shit.

it is a program i learned at the great university of louisyville. it was one of my gym class and i still use the same routine.

1...find you max weight and do

2...you do 3 sets of 10 reps with weight.

and use this for all weight excercises, whether that is machine or free weights

3...on your first rep of 10 use 50% of your max weight.

4...on your next set do75% of your max weight.

5. then on your last set of reps do you max weight...if you can do over 10..like maxing out at 12 then add 10% weight onto your next time you work out....if you can only do 6 reps the last time through, then you are using too much weight. you should at least be able to get 7 reps on the last set.

and you do that for some time and get back with me how your body is doing...

i am not a certified personal trainer...nor do i claim to be one. i might at a future date, but i am not one now.

i am doing fine. kinda of lonely through another holiday...but at least i have a beach to go to...lol


much love and peace to all. and i will check back soon...capt. vernon

i know i was just on here, somewhat. i wanted to say how sick and tired i am of congress....maybe this will get me some press....lol

the country is in a stupor about congress. the house of reps is not even close to being with the pulse of the country.. i am a poli sci major and hate how things are going in washington. especially with the idiot pres in office now. We need a wake up call.


well like bruce springsteen new CD. get it now. for there is a wake up call in that CD. the songs are great and it reminds one of when this country meant something in this world of ours.

john henry still lives today.



well onto other things....can you name the movie that had this line in it...

"guess i picked a bad week to stop drinking" and "leon is getting larger"...

and of course "the is a sale at pennys".... airplane 1980. one of the best movies ever made.

well enough of me for tonite.

tomorrow i am going to explain my work out schedule or how i do it....so many folks have asked me if i am doing steroids....i say no...just a good work out schedule. this will be given to all next time i am on here...free of charge....

much peace and love to all. capt. cos

hello again. well i am well and doing well. not much to report. i went to louisyville and back. got back last sunday afternoon. me and my niece had a marvelous time. we did a lot of nice things while we were in town. saw some old friends. and that was nice. she made some new friends. so now i am just waiting for one more trip with a kid to lousyville. that will be in 08. my nephew graduates then. had breakfast with some real old friends. it was all good. went to cavehill of course. and took my love some fresh flowers.


well my health is still doing well. i feel fine. even doing some installations tomorrow for the company. we are kinda of slow now. all the old folks up north. it is the rainy season though and some business has been coming in today.

nothing else to report. did find a nice dart bar by the house last weekend. had a whale of a time friday nite. then this next weekend, there is this annual boat race they have in the gulf for the 4th of july holiday. this is the first time i have been in town, so i look forward to the crowds on the beach. should be some fun.

until next time....much peace and love your way..rev. vernon.

hello world....well how goes it.??? i am fine. would be in lousyville right now, just had something happen at the airport yesterday and it delayed my trip. i will be leaving on sunday this weekend and will be traveling alone.

so this way i am able to make it to the mote marine aquarium class for animal handling. i can now volunteer with the animals at the aquarium. they are a world reknowned research hub for dolphins, manatees, and sea turtles. ought to be really fun working with the animals. i am excited.

saw doc last week. my tcells went up, a whole 12 points, at least they went up. and my viral load is under 400. liver looks good also. the ultra sound came out nicely, and my other liver counts were in the normal range, along with my lactic acidosis levels. which was a good thang. they are at 8mm. and no good is like 15mm. and it was collected properly, since i went to labcorp for that blood work.

well look for me soon in lousville this next week. will be making a brief visit to the home town. after this trip, not sure when i might be back in town. maybe for a football game. the cards play the canes this year and it is at home. that would be nice to witness, but even better down here while i watch them eat up the canes. that would be great. early christmas present. lol.

was at the beach today and will go again on sunday so i look nice and tan when i get in town...lol.

much love to all. rev. miquel

well last week was no big deal. at all. joke was on me. i put up with them all week long and then they blew it on friday nite. i had to ask them to leave on friday nite. i kicked them out. yes for health reasons.

well besides having nothing left in the bank, i am still ok by myself.

i had a young lady who told me today she would be happy to have dinner with me. so i am back in the game, i think. i am off to louisville next week and see the doc on wednesday before i come up. so i will have my numbers back when i travel.


i am praying that some one calls me tonite. if not, ok. but it would be nice.

she is a latino woman that works somewhere in the roofin business. man she is so beautiful.

well other than that, i am ok. and i remain ok. better off alone for now. since pysho left on friday.

much peace and love to all.rev. vernon.

well a quick note to say hello. i gave blood last week and then again on monday for my lactic acidosis levels. i feel fine and am doing well. the biggest news i have is that i have this young lady coming to visit me this weekend. yippee. i am quite excited. she will be here for 10 days. keep your fingers crossed for me. i think we will be fine and really look forward to seeing her. i met her last october at a retreat we had down here at treasure island. we have the days filled with fun. mostly beach time and then busch gardens. i will let you all know how it goes.

as for other news, i expecting to go to toronto in august for the international aids conference. i have signed up to volunteer in any manner that i can. so that will be fun. i really look forward to it.

well i am outta here...much peace and love you way...capt. vernon.

well i am back. i gave blood today and realized i have not been on here for some time

before i go further, i would like everyone to drop what they are doing now...even if that means logging off this website...well do it and rush out and buy the new CD from Blue October...if you do not own it yet...you need to.


well i am fine...been doing my rehab shit...going to the beach and watching the sunset...i know i hate that....lol. tonight was really nice down there.


it being derby week and all...i got home and watched the post positions determined. and decided i needed to get out and go to the water and watch the sunset. it was nice as always. got me feet in the sand and beer in hand...that rhymes if you say it enough times....lol.


i rake the sand with my feet....it is my personal ZIN sand garden...if that is the rite word. it is quite nice to spend my evenings like that. i got down there last week or 2 weeks ago...you know those sunsets all run together...anyway it was like monday evening, well i was like what day is it? i am on the beach with a beer in hand and toes in the sand...

i say once again...happy derby week...


i am off of here for now...i gave blood again today and will get my lactic acidosis test done elsewhere...like lab corp. the clinic does not have the intelligence to draw that test. kind of scary... they have 1 centrifuge for the county...lol. not really but something like that...

well peace and love to all...capt. vernon.

and rev. vernon.

well happy easter to all. not much happening here. went to my personal church today. called seista key beach. i go for 2 or 3 hours of meditation. at my church you actually get to see angels. with no wings though. they are angels that is for sure. lol. i went there today and yesterday for some time. i did not do much this weekend. went to see friends in st. pete on friday. other than that i was home and at the beach.

i think i am traveling to palm beach county on tuesday for a permit. ought to be a fun road trip. it is about a 4 hour drive 1 way. we are opening new territories over on the east coast. i am going to suggest a permit company over there. that would be the best. i think. unless of course i am reimbursed for my traveling. which i ought to be. work is kinda of slow and i am now going in later in the day to stay until 5pm or so. that way i am free in the a.m. and i go and work out at the y. i finally joined the local y now in sarasota. it is a nice one. real big. with racketball courts. i hope to play soon.

going to see a show next week with my neice. we are seeing fall out boy and american rejects. should be real fun. first show for the 2 of us.

well much peace and love to all. capt. vernon.

go gators...is this gator color????? go gators.....we won the 2006 ncaa basketball championship...in case you missed it...

they brought it home for me in florida....next year it mite be uofl VS. uofflorida....lol


rickey p for the win next year.....nice win for the gators...for me down here....it was wild in the local bars down here....met some nice folks....but we still won ....go gators....love you all and cardinal fans...ricky p taught billy donovan eveything he knows....so next year it will be student versus teacher....lol....go gators....love and peace to all capt. cosmos.

back with a quick update. not much to report really....just that i am going back to asheville this weekend to help with moving some more stuff back and forth. hoping to get on the town friday or sat nite. ought to be fun. weather here is really nice. we have had like 30 days now with no rain at least in tampa. the days are cloudless, nice way to spend march and february.

feelin ok. zoe bday was last weekend. had some flowers taken to her grave. still on my mind. saw this couple in publix tonite and i could relate to the mans had that same look on his face...lol. i recognize that.

im doing ok. actually had lunch with this woman last weekend. we might even do it again some time soon. good news. no sales yet this week, but we have like 3 apps tomorrow...so that will be a sale for sure...if not all 3 of them.

well gtg...love you all...rev. vernon.

go gators. thought i would honor the gators with the blue color. not much happening today...or this weekend. been doing well at work. yesterday i went to the mote aquarium down here in sarasota. i am thinking about volunteering for them. that would be way cool. i got an application and i am going to mail it tomorrow. they rehab injured turtles and dolphins and other sick or hurt marine animals. it ought to be very rewarding. be able to give back to mother earth and her inhabitats.

i am feeling fine. been back at the gym regularly now. i was out of there for the month of feb and a little in march. but i am going to this bigger one here in sarasota. they even have racketball courts. hoping to play some real soon. went out and met some new people this past weekend. ran into this lawyer and his wife at the shaners club. they are nice and he was even introducing me to other regulars at the bar.

think i am going to go up to asheville next weekend. do some more moving for the forbes. and it stands now me and shelly are going up and bringing some furniture back down here. i am hoping the weather is nice next weekend.

well much peace and love to all. rev.vernon.

hello world. well about my doctor visit. i know i should have been on here before. but here goes. my tcells only went up like20 points. but again i think this might be due to the 1 week on and 1 week off. which brings me to a point i would like to share. there was this huge trial to look at taking a treatment interruption like i am doing. well in january of this year it was called off due to the data. it showed that they do not work. well it is working for me. and my doc does not know i am doing it either. but huang started it in june of 2003. so some doctor told me to do it...or at least supported my choice. she actually brought it up. so i have been doing it. and i gave blood on a monday after i started meds on sunday. so i only had 2 days on meds when i gave blood. wonder what my tcells are at the end of the week. everything else was good. my liver counts were all normal or in range. i even had an ultra sound today on my liver. i get the results in june..

well i am doing well. i have had like 3 sales over this week and i have been averaging about 3 sales a week with the last 3 weeks or so. so i am doing well.

it is st.pats eve and i love this time of year. ya got ncaa basketball and all the excitement. me and zoe actually met this time of year. and her bday is on sunday. so i miss her some more this month. i still catch myself shedding some tears on occasion over losing her. but i am better. the hole in my heart is getting better. she will always be with me though. did i tell you all that there is this bronx avenue about 2 blocks from my new place in sarasota.

i talked to 1 ho last nite. it was a good talk. i do miss our chats. she sounded good. i hope to see her in june.

well i am off to do some dancing tonite. get busy livin....or get busy dying....i think i want to do some living tonite.

peace and love to all. capt.vernon.

it has been some time since i have been on here. so i am back. let's see i have been to asheville, nc and about killed myself snowboarding. lol. it was fun...but damn it hurt as well. i was on the bunny slope most of the nite until i went up the hill for 1 run down before ending my short career snowboarding. i fell like 3 times and then decided to carry my board down. i thought i might have broken my collar bone or something. my shoulder hurt like hell and still does. then while walking casually down the slope with my board, i fell on some ice. and about broke my arm. it has a nice gash in it. so i am done with that...just like softball. i have realized also that i am too old for softball and have officially hung up my cleats. it was a sad realization this past month. but life goes on. and i am definetly done with snowboarding. will maybe try skies next season up there.


i have opened up some new counties for the roofing company this past month as well. more up north by the fam up there. life is good...but still lonely. it is zoe bday this month and i am going to send some flowers to her grave. i miss her still. the wound is not that bad...but i still have my moments.

i now hangin out at seista beach. i live like 7 minutes away from there. will be dark when i go up north this summer.....

my health is ok. i see doc this week and will report back my labs....i swear i will this time.

much peace and love to all. capt. vernon.

Hello world. i am back...i had no internet for about 2 weeks....ugh....i moved down to sarasota and it took some time to get my line up and running. i have no cable still and just today i got the internet. almost like camping with a condo. i got a condo down in sarasota, like i mentioned. it is about 2 miles straight out to seista key. it will be nice down here. also out my back door is the pool for the complex. can ya dig it!!! my cats love it also, there is a little kitty window that they can go out and sit on the screen patio. they are out there most of the time. slowly getting things unpacked. you know that takes some time. i am also working most days, but will have some time this weekend to put stuff away. going up north next weekend to do some skiing before the season ends. i am waiting to do some snowboarding. i hope i don't break anything. lol.

also recently started to play softball. i feel my age at night. i almost quit, but was encouraged by my sis to not at this early point. so i will try to show up for practice on sunday at 9am. my legs were like lead weight last nite... i could not move in the outfield. first game in about 8 years. and i even struck out, not once, but twice my first game. needless to say my florida debut of softball was not that great. i went 0-4 at the plate. coach said it was the pitcher...he was real good. i went 2-3 the next game. with those being both doubles. i have never struck out before, ever....now i can't say that....lol.

as you can image down here i am close to hooters, my fav. also there is a lot more action down here in sarasota, every one is not so close to the grave down here. it is nice and refreshing. and i can not wait to go to the beach every weekend.

working some on saturdays. we got off to a slow start this season. due to the warm weather up north.

well i am off of here for now. wanted to say hello. feeling fine and see doc next month in march. much peace and love to all who may read this....capt. vernon.

http://www.myspace.com/captcosmos


that is my site on myspace.com. i just opened up an account there. highly recommend it. i think. not much is new. i am moving down to sarasota this weekend. i guess you could say that is new. i can not wait. i have a pool out my back door like 15 steps away. i am moving into you could say an ant farm. it is a complex and i have one of the condo unit. i think the community will do me some good. i feel. more people around to look at. i will be grilling on the back porch a lot, and know i will be able to entice some ladies over for some grub. my motive. lol. it is like double my current space. and being in sarasota will be nice. i am like 3miles off seista key. and i have an extra bed room, so the invitation is open to all who may come down this way. feel free to drop in for a dip. lol.


weather has been nice and hot. some times i am not sure what month it is. but it is nice. today is was about 82 and yesterday my new home town had a record high at 85.

i have this head of david, the statue that michangelo made....well that statue is the symbol for sarasota. so i will fit right in. right now he is wearing my horns from my halloween costume. i was the devil in blue dress. so i had some horns. now david wears them. silly me.

well i am off to do some packing and some cooking. love you all. capt. vernon.

well i am doing well....even after the cardinals lost the gator game. lol. i had fun. what an atmostphere to be in....if you like college football. it was like a pep rally all weekend long. saw some old friends from the north and it was good.

not much else is happening here.. it has warmed up a little. it is about 82 degrees today. luv this weather for january. i am turning 41 this weekend. still feel young. again i think that age is just another way our society labels us.

also might be doing something with zoe's quilt piece tonight. i am supposed to be meeting with miss V. and meet her mother...so she can start on it.

also on other news...well i am moving down to sarasota finally. last couple of months i thought i might stay here in bradenton...until there arose an oppurtunity for me to move down there. there is this townhouse i am moving into off clark road. i know this means nothing to peeps up north...but i will be closer to the beach...closer to siesta key. i will be like 4 traffic lights off the key....sweet. more metro down there. sarasota is like southern california. not that i have been there....it just has a lot more pretty people. so i am moving out of this cowboy town...yippee

well not much else to report...peace and love to alll...capt cos.

hello world. again it has been about 2 weeks since i have been on here.. well i had a good xmas...got some cards in the mail this year and got some back as well. it was nice to hear from my peps up north. went to pasco county to see mum and sis and nieces for the day. sis down here was up in asheville so i was running the office...or should say i have been running the office. i was busy last week...but today there was no phone calls at all...it was dead. i left about 1pm or so..

well my next adventure is this weekend. here i was last week with nothing on the calendar for the next year. well i get this email note from the alumni chapter down here in tampa. well it seems that there are some louisville based businesses that have bought up chunks of seats for the gator bowl. all we have to do is ask for them and they are free. i was like well i can not make it there...then later in the day i was like...what the hell. it is only a 4 hour drive. so i sent an email and sure enough i got 2 tickets waiting for me....damn nice. i am off to jacksonville for the new years and the game is on the 2 of jan. man i must be living right or something. it ought to be nice....so i leave this saturday and will report on this next week. i promise.

other than that..i am fine. kinda of bored with life...but maybe that will change soon. went out this weekend and just was tired of being out with myself...so i came home early....both nites.

but life does go on...until next time....much peace and love...me

i had not realized i have been away for about a month now. not good. i will try to do more in the future....i am doing well. working hard. i will be working a lot over the upcoming xmas break. boss and sis are out of town so i will be in charge...shortly. that is.

i have seen my doctor in the mean time. my tcells went up to 276 from like 201. so they did not go up too far. or as far as i would have liked. i have been this alternative stuff now for like 3 months and i am not sure it is doing anything for me. there are others in the program that have had a big increase in their tcells. i will stay on it and see what happens. my viral load is still undetectable. so that is good. i am doing the one week on drugs and one week off drugs. the doc does not know about it. i feeling mostly well these days. another holiday without my zoe, but i am managing. still no one in my life....but i am alright with that. i can still watch football in my underwear...lol. not that i do that often...if ever.


i have adopted 2 cats or kittens i should say. 1 girl and 1 boy. they are named of course...frodo and sam...with the girl being sam for samatha....i like them and they seem to like me. how can they not...lol.

been doing a lot of soul searching lately. i am not sure if that is good or not. i spend a lot of time alone....so i think a lot. there is nothing to report though. in case you were waiting for some earth shattering news....lol.


well more about U2. since this was the first show that i had to pay for. let me tell you the stories behind each one..

the first show...was in 1988 or 89. their joshua tree tour. this girl i had just started to date, had another date with some one else on friday nite of that weekend. so i was like ok go and see...not really i was a little po'ed. but i got over it. well she was a party with this dude and was in the restroom where this girl had U2 tix she had won from the radio. bingo...miss B got them and called me the next day...saying we were off to see U2 the very next day...real cool. and it was a great show.

so then in may 97 or 98, zoe and i had bought tix. we were going to see there no matter what the costs. so we got our tix and they were for a show in columbus, oh at the state university football stadium....a huge place. the horsehoe for those football fans...well since the show was in columbus i did not know how long it would take to drive up there...so we left kinda early for a 730pm show. we left at 1pm and it only took about 3 hours from louisyville. so we got in town early. needless to say. where we had picked up a radio station in town before we got there. and the station said "finds us in the parking lot and we will bump up your seats for the show." we were like hell yeah. we knew we had nosebleed seats in the way back....so sure enough we found the station. we thought we might exchange our seats for theirs, but they were like you all came up here from louisville....here are 2 tickets. and they did not take ours...cool. so we were able to turn around and sell our tix before the show. no chit. so this past concert was the first U2 show i had to pay for. and let me tell you that i did try to win tix at 2 different events. but that is for another blog. at the ohio show we were able to leave the show and come back. we went out and got high....there was a lot of security around in the show...so we did not feel right about it.

again another story. me and zoe had some great times together...there is also the time she won $6000 on a scratch off ticket in louisville. no chit again. i will blog that down next time or real soon in the future.

i love you zoe and miss you and to all those others folks out there...well more peace and love to you all. capt. cosmos...


get busy living....or get busy dying...

hullo world. well i have been to lousyville and back. and it went real well. i had a great time. went to the track...churchill that is. then on the same day went to see the cardinals play. life does not get any better. i even cashed in an box exacta ticket...yippee. first time for that. it was nice to see some old friends...and of course...there was not time to see everyone that i had planned... maybe next time.. which should be next summer. i have a niece that is graduating high school and will be taking her up for a visit. i think.

well again i also saw U2 last nite. i must be living right or something. it was an awesome show as only U2 can do. it was a blast. they even played a song that me and zoe danced to at our wedding..."For the first time".. it brought tears to my eyes. i had her on my mind a lot also. the last time i saw U2 was with her. so now i am having to see shows with out her. just one more thang to go through with out her. and it has been 2 years now. i was able to take come flowers out to her when i was there in lousyville. it was nice, at least therapuetic. i do miss her so.

but i am doing alright over all. not much else is happening. after U2 last nite i have nothing on the agenda for the foreseeable future. just hang out and work. try to save some money for sure.


well peace and love to all. capt.